I was listening to an old album of mine, and i heard the same songs i've heard a million and one times. But today they seemed so different, they hit home, not like they used to. The words seemed like they were new, and i listened like it was the first time i'd heard the songs. Read this:
Hey little sister I heard you went to Mr. So and So, knock knock knockin on his dooragain last night, said you needed it bad-you know that ain't right'Cause so many times you've come to me cry-cryingtrying to stop. you said it hurts so badBut please don't let yougo back for moreMy little sister is a Zombie in a bodywith no soul in a role she has learned to playin a world today where nothing else mattersbut it matters, we gotta start feeding our soulsNot our addiction or afflictions of painto avoid the same questions we mustask ourselves to get any answersWe gotta start feeding our soulshave been lost to the millions with lotswho feed on addiction selling pills and what's hotI wish I could save her from all their delusionsall the confusionof of a nation that starves for salvationbut clothing is the closest to approximationto God and He only knows that drugsare all we know of loveEvery day we starve while we eat white breadand beer instead of a hadshake or hugWe spill the pills and sweep themunder the rugMy little sister is a Zombie in a bodywith no soul in a role she has learned to playin a world today where nothing else mattersbut it matters, we gotta start feeding our soulsHey little sister I heard you went to Mr. So and So'sKnock, knock, knockin' on his door again last nightSaid you needed more.
What do you think? does it hit home? or is just me? A friend of mine that i havent talked to in at least a year called today, but i havent called him back. I dont want to hear his guilt trips, its your fault we arent friends anymore, you never called. Do you have a job? are you still with so and so? do you still drink, blah blah blah. I'm better than you, blah, but dont confront me because i'll get all dramatic, and leave in a huff. grrr it makes me mad just thinking about it. Heh whew gotta get it out of my mind. Anyway i really dont have much to say. I've been playing the flute and clarinet, i signed lyndsey my little sister up for lessons, and we pratice together. And well thats whats new. Same shit, new day. makes me want a drink just thinking about all the old times. Hah and i havent had a drink in about a year, maybe more. Ah well im outtie, until next time.
Love Always,
Jess
