I WALK THE LINE

I know i walk the line, do you?? lets see what walk the line means before you agree.

" i find it very very to easy to be true, i find myself alone when each days through. yes I'll admit that I'm a fool for you. because your mine, i walk the line.

As sure as night is dark and day is light, i keep you on my mind both day and night. and happiness I've known proves that its right, cuz your mine, i walk the line.

you've got a way, to keep me on your side. you give me cause for love that i can not hide. for you i know I'd even try to turn the tide. because your mine, i walk the line.

hmmm----. i keep a close watch on this heart of mine, i keep my eyes wide open all the time. i keep the ends out for the tie that binds, because your mine, i walk the line.. because your mine, i walk the line, because your mine, i walk the line."

So i've walked that line many'a time, have you? heh this most recent one i havent been finding to turn out so well. most of its all i miss you, and i want to be closer.. if you dont understand i really dont care, mind yer own...
i thought i'd go to jackson mon, ya know "i'm going to jackson, you turn loose of my coat,cyz i'm going to jackson.. goodbye thats all she wrote." that'll be me, if i can ever talk to so and so. joliet... roughly a half an hour away, doesnt seem as long as 3 and half hours does it? because its not, i could walk to see him... but that'll be monday. tried to go tonight started driving, no gas... heh when i have the balls to go, looks like i cant! man do i wish i was there now though..

anyway so i just filled the tank.. and now so and so wants to talk to me, haha, i should ignore him as done on to me. anyways we had sarahs bachloret party, super lame, lemme tell ya. we drank thats it. no strippers, no gifts, no fun... just drank... thats why the hole time i was trying to get ahold of this friend of mine. but he wouldnt talk to me all day, and i was lonley with out him.

my uncle came over last night so i had to be out of the house. he is so dam rude, he went up in my room and turned the air off, turned the fan off, and downstairs he turned my pc off, its not his to touch.. AT ALL!!! its MINE! and then in my bathroom, upstairs, he threw all my stuff ALL my stuff all over. my grandfather says he went up to check the toliet because he heard the water running, its like BULL he wanted to look at all my stuff.. see how much "i've taken over!" what an idot! i'm so sick of his shit! so i'm still drinkin here, first it was vodka and orange juice i took two hits off of a blunt, and then came home and drank gin and orange juice.... now im waiting for you know who to call.... heh you know... who.... and pssh i'll still be waitin in jackson... lol not that anyone but me will ever even understand half of this... but i guess he's gonna make me walk the line again... and again... and again.. hey "you know who" how many times have we walked the line now? 4?? maybe this time will be it? well thats it for tonight... until next post, i'll be living what you read...


-Love,
Jessie

Do's and Dont's of SEX

What are my do's and dont's for sex? He (We'll call him big city bob) asked me yesterday what were my do's and dont's for sex. My first thought being, i dont want to look fat, and be horrible in bed, i do want, you there, us to do this... none of which dare i say.. so today im going to find out what my do's and dont's are for sex. Dont's: I dont want to have lazy sex, i dont want to do it same ole same ole, i dont want it to go on and on, i dont want to do it quick either.. i dont want to be a one night stand (Like LAST TIME). i want to go out, have fun, come back (be it my place or a hotel) and it to just be you and i. i want to just go with the flow, we should definatly have drinks so that i can get off my scaredy cat bull.. okay now the nitty gritty do's and dont's: I dont want to have prono sex, like blow job, coochie eatin then sex, i wanna get down to the sex. i do want to have fun, you do what makes you comfortable, and i'll do what makes me comfortable. it'll work out, you'll see. i'll do what you want, and i'm sure you'll do what i want... that's it, all i can say... i had this hole nice post writen but it accidently got erased!!! i was so mad! so i tried to recap a bit and thats why it came out real lame... until next time.. -Jess


And i know im not fugly BITCH!